Tears to Tiara

Finished watching the anime in about two days' time.It's really an enjoyable show!

Arawn

Arthur

Pwyll

At first I was kinda blur with the story,thinking that the Demon King Arawn was a bad guy in the show.After some time only did I realised that he was actually one of the two main male characters in the story,apart from Arthur,a human of the Elven King Pwyll descendant and son of late chief of the Gael tribe.And the first thought I had about Arawn was "why did they make him look not handsome enough compared to Pwyll and Arthur?" Even one side character in the story,Taliesin,a wandering minstrel(that's what he called himself) who was actually the son of the late chief of the Brigantes tribe,is better looking than Arawn.Uh.Arawn's body and clothing,including the white hair look fine except his face,making him not completely handsome enough for Riannon,Arthur's younger sister who possessed some Elven magical capabilities.Despite the flaw,I like Arawn's cool character compared to Arthur's rash and emotional one.

Taliesin

Octavia

I like the story,but there certain parts which I feel are not adequate in explaining the plot of the story. And I half thought that Octavia,a good swordswoman who once served the Holy Empire as a soldier, was a lesbian, when seeing her reaction after her once-very-best-friend-turn-enemy, Lidia, died in the fight between them. Not that I am biased towards homosexual relationships, but she's too pretty to become a lesbian. It would be such a waste of her character. I really admire Octavia though. I had wished for Octavia to be together with Arthur but unfortunately, they are just comrades in the story. Sigh~

In the story, Riannon was the wife of Arawn (since she had chosen him as the chief of the Gael tribe; Arthur is only the First Knight of the tribe and not the chief). She possessed the power to heal the injured and foresee  the future of a person. She can also cast spells to protect herself and kill off enemies. I feel that there's more in her than that is shown in the anime. It could have been better if they state clearly what was the hidden power within her that she had been afraid to approach. At first, I thought that she and Arthur are partners and not siblings (cos' I was a bit slow, and both of them look kinda nice for each other). Hehe...

Riannon

Oh yes, there are elves in the story.Three types namely the Miner Elf,the Water Elf and the House Elf. Rathty is the Miner Elf, Llyr is the Water Elf and Ermin, Limwris and Epona are the House Elves. They are all very cute and lovable characters. Talking about Epona, I had wanted to see her and Taliesin together but unfortunately, they didn't elaborate much on that. Anyway,both of them do share a few moments together and they were very funny.Haha. Shall I add another 'if only'?

Rathty

Epona

Ermin

Llyr

Limwris

Well, I shall not talk about the bad guys as it is nicer to talk about the good ones. And um, I feel that they should improve the appearance of the dragons. the drawing doesn't make them look like noble creatures at all, more of some fearsome monsters. Hmm. And to think that Ogam in the anime is a dragon.  It's just that he remained in his human form except during the times where his breath of fire was needed. No doubt, he is wise, just like how a dragon character should be.

Morgan

Oh, I forgot this character: Morgan! She's also from the Gael tribe. She's Octavia's best friend, and when Octavia handed her a handmade necklace made of Red Branch coral, I was thinking about the lesbian thing. Uh, think too much already. They are just friends, that's all. I don't quite like Morgan's character, partly because of her rough and tomboyish attitude despite her skimpily dressed clothing. LOL.

Overall, it was a good anime and quite worth watching it too. Too bad they didn't place more romance in it. -.-

    

   

Commencing Sem 2 in UTAR

Hmm.Time flies.I think I've repeated this particular phrase to almost every one I know.But seriously,time just simply passes by without a care in the world.You can never stop time in reality,unlike some kind of science fiction movies where there's a time traveling machine bringing you back to whichever year you want to accomplish one mission and so on,or you can freeze time just for a while.If only I can do that.Come to think of it,if I am able to freeze time for just a little while,I would have the chance to actually savour my holiday moments or any cherished moments in life.But,oh well,it's just another 'If only...' story.And most of the time,the if-onlys never get the chance to happen and exist in reality.

That's why I always love to stay in the world of never ending fantasies,where you make your dreams come true just by thinking and imagining.I love it when you make your imagination seems to be real.It's like the place for people to take a break from the normalities and realities of life and embark on a different yet exciting journey of endless fantasies.You might think that I'm a weird person eh?

Sigh,sigh,sigh.Second semester(or trimester,as UTAR calls it) is approaching in just two days time.And I feel so not prepared to embrace the second semester.I wonder how it would be like.Different friends altogether as there's no one in the same tutorials and some practicals so far,which means that the learning environment would be slightly different too.Hopefully,all my classes are fun and lively...

I seriously have to work harder in order to get a higher CGPA.

*ahem* Still trying~

Distractions,distractions!

Argh!I can't concentrate on revising for tomorrow's Physical Chemistry exam!Main cause of distraction:Facebook.Ways to solve the distraction problem:Close it.Don't think about it.Easier said than done eh?I know I can put Facebook aside and still survive but somehow,there's this magnet attracting me to open my Facebook account.It's hopeless at the moment to try to not think of facebooking.Huh.

I can't imagine what my exam grades would be like for every single subject I took,considering that I have not been working hard for the exams.No matter how I try to console myself that I've done my very best in answering those exam questions,deep inside,I know I had not done enough preparation.Isn't it ridiculous that I know the consequences and yet still do whatever I like,pretending that the known or predicted consequences would never happen to me?

When will I ever learn to control myself?

P.S. Die liao lar Physical Chemistry.@@

I'm feeling...feelingless

Had Maths 1 exam today in the morning.Felt kinda numb sitting for exams.Observed lots of people still continuing the habit of last-minute reading of notes which I did during my primary and secondary years but not any more in university.Pointless to stuff further info into brain.I know my brain limitations:It refuses to accept anymore important-things-to-remember-for-the-exam few minutes before entering the examination venue.

The questions were do-able,but deep in my heart I knew I am out of practice in Maths and I felt so disappointed with myself as I proceed answering whatever that was in store for me.I had a few not-so-sure-of-my-answers and I couldn't solve one or two problems,which I knew were actually easy.Yet I left them unfinished,as though not giving them credit for existing as easy questions in the exam.Uh,great.Anyways,I'm the only person to be blamed for not doing enough Maths revision.And to think that I was aiming for full marks.Right.Keep dreaming,Jonie!

Somehow,I'm now living in my own world of fantasy,always in a dreamy-like mood.I see,hear,touch,smell,taste but I cannot remember doing so.It's like I'm feeling...feelingless.I can actually picture a corner in my heart feels so empty...I'm starting to think if I'm like Bella in Twilight,where she felt an empty hole in her life when Edward and his family left Forks.If so,I wonder why...it's not as if I have my Edward yet...I'm missing a piece in this puzzle...

Thinking furiously of what to write as a short story but still come up with NOTHING.How frustrating.To think that I think but there's nothing good enough for a story.Brain,hello?Could you please get out of your unproductive mode and give me a hand here?Sheesh.

I guess whatever I'm feeling right now is part of growing up eh?

I need inspiration,ideas!

I had wanted to post something here for quite some time but decided not to cos' it's more to do with personal feelings and all that.Not so suitable for a place which is kinda private yet public,meaning here.

Currently having my final exam and will be back in Penang in no time!Hooray!Considering that I've been stuck in Kampar for about three months without anything interesting to do,anyone of the same frequency to talk to (except Xing Yii),anywhere interesting to go,ugh.Quite boring in fact.If this condition persists,I think my brain will retreat into the world of endless fantasies and imagination,which is happening now as I'm typing this post.Feeling dreamy~

I was browsing the Net when I stumbled upon a site which has got to do with writing stories.Cavewriters.com it's called.I find the website pretty compared to other similar sites,though it has those primitive looking designs,overall it gives a very sophisticated profesional look.Good job for the webpage design.Became a member there and actually can't wait to contribute a short story there.Unfortunately,eversince I've left for Kampar,I never had the opportunity to continue my writing.Busy with assignments,tests,experiments,etc etc...If I were to write,I would just hold my pencil and just let it hover above the blank papers,in the end producing nothing out.

Oh how I envy those people who are capable in a lot of things!I have a friend who can actually cooks well,writes well,active in outdoor activities,presents well,thinks critically from every single aspects,and there may be more hidden talents I have yet to know of.How I wish that I could be just like my friend!The more I admire the abilities of those capable lot,the more I feel so incompetent compared to them.Take for example,my writing.I can never write as well as them which is actually disappointing to me,considering that I love writing and even do consider making writing as one of my future careers.I'm starting to feel a little useless here...

I need inspiration,ideas,argh!

P.S.I haven't started revising Physical Chemistry yet and Monday's my exam.Great.

Test,Test,Test...

Uh...terrible...

Just finished my Mechanics test today.And my mind was kinda blank when I looked at the question paper.Basically,whenever I start doing my test questions,the very first thing that would happen to me is having a blank mind.My eyes would be staring hard at the words on the test papers but my brain refuses to cooperate by understanding what the questions want.Until a lot of internal buggings have been done,slowly,my brain will only start to help in.By then,a lot of  time has been wasted.And this kind of scenario has been repeating for the umpteenth time...

I've been kinda worried over my grades...I really hope to score a CGPA of more than 3.5 overall for this first semester(or trimester,as the university calls it).However,looking at my marks I got for my previous tests tells me that it might just remain as a dream only.Here comes my if onlys...

If only I can get good grades for every subject.
If only I can think fast and know how to apply formulas in every single tests and exams.
If only my dreams and wishes would come true.

Nowadays,getting used to guy friends.However,sometimes,I feel that my actions are a little overboard at times when mixing with them as I use to think of them as though they are like my secondary school friends,where we can simply hit each other or laugh aloud without a care in the world.My meaning of overboard here does not mean I pull pranks or practical jokes on them,but sometimes making inapropriate expressions and reactions at wrong times.I wonder if I'm very not-girlish.I think I am like that.

Well,coming up next...final exams!*feeling a little faint*

Gambate to myself!

What happened in these few days...

Well,well I'm afraid my blog is gonna be boring...

Basically,it's the same kind of thing I'm gonna write: I love my uni life here in Kampar.I love my new friends here.I love the environment here.I'm stressed with the tests,assignments (as I'm typing this,I'm in the middle of doing my Critical Thinking journal writing assignment -.-)Haiz...

My first tests for Maths 1,Physical Chem,Cell Bio and Mechanics quite okay.Maths 12/15,Phy Chem 32/40,Cell Bio 22/30 and Mechanics 27.5/50.Thank goodness I passed all the papers...I wouldn't want to fail...It would be very depressing to know that I fail. -.-

Apart from that,I had a not-so-good experience,or rather shocking yet unbelievable experience.I fell down from my old bicycle and hurt myself badly on the left knee.Had some minor bruises on my leg and grazes on my fingers.The thing is I felt shocked cos' I just fell without a warning.I knew my bicycle had a problem but I had thought that it would last me till I get to the bike shop or at least reach home.Unfortunately,the incident happened.And now,I dare not ride my bike for  fearing that the scab on my wound on my knee would break and slow down the healing process. -.-

My new friends are a nice lot; they asked about my condition and how I felt about it.It's kinda nice to know that there are people who care or are concerned about you.Although I do not know much about each and everyone of their characters and attitudes,but overall,I feel they are as good as my secondary schoolmates,or even better.Don't know...

I could still remember the day it happened : it was a bright and sunny Tuesday morning...the day I had my Maths 1 test 2.Uh...after my Phy Chem lecture.Spoil my mood for the whole day...Whenever I want to be happy,that wound of mine keeps on reminding me about its presence and the pain it causes.Thank goodness,though I'm unlucky that day,I was lucky in the sense that there's this guy who studies in the same uni drove me home.To think that I followed a stranger to send me back home.And I can't exactly remember the guy's face,don't even know his name,what course he's taking...the only thing I remembered was he has the yellowish-brownish dyed hair,quite good-looking,taller than me, and drives a red Proton Dunno-what car.I had wanted to made a proper apology and thank him for all the trouble he took to help me that day.I mean,who would offer a helping hand to those in need of them?Chances are few...people mostly pretend that they didn't see anything.

Anyways,I was quite embarrassed regarding my situation...I fell at the roundabout and I''m sure quite a number of people saw what had happened.Gosh...I seriously want to erase that memory from the witnesses.If only I could do that.I just wish everyone forgets about it.Including me.

Now,I'm just waiting for my wound to heal as soon as possible.I finally realised after a long time that walking is more tiring than cycling.Besides,I got myself a new bicycle and I want to ride it...Heal faster,wound!