Time flies

Time flies.My long holiday is almost over.

I couldn't believe that the months of January,February and March had passed.And now,April is almost reaching its end,going to pass on to May soon to continue the days of year 2010.To think that I am enjoying this long break after SPM but the fact is...I feel that I'm wasting my time at home.Doing nothing.Rotting.Being totally unproductive.Ugh.

Some of my friends said that people like me shouldn't complain about holidaying at home.Well,at least you get to holiday,they said.Look at us,we are currently busy studying for upcoming exams for our respective courses.Look at you,as we are studying,you are having a peaceful time resting and relaxing,so why complain???

Hmm.Those words make me feel even more guilty of holidaying at home.To be accurate,I am actually kicking my books aside,not wanting to even peek inside the contents.Haha.If I were to retake SPM now,I bet I'll fail every single paper.Sometimes,whenever I remember that I got good SPM results (7 A+s and 3 As),I know very well that my standard has dropped terribly,horribly,rottibly(new Jonie word).....

Okay...still waiting for news regarding a few scholarships I had applied for earlier.Still waiting,and waiting,and waiting...but those news have yet to come.Ugh......I never like waiting for too long...I'll lose my patience and...AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Phew.What a release.

I hope that time flies so that news of the scholarships would arrive fast.Too bad that if time flies even faster,I'll lose my break even quicker.

You can't have everything,right?

Sigh.