Stressing out

I'm so stressed right now.

The never-ending lab reports which have to be submitted weekly.Upcoming tests.And I feel as though I've wasted my time doing something which is nothing.or rather,I think I wasted my time dawdling over breakfast,lunch,dinner and titbit breaks...sigh...

I need someone or something to push me,to motivate me,to remind me of the purpose why I am here in Kampar,in UTAR...uh...

Can somebody just put me back into the road where I'm supposed to be instead of going another stray path?

Sigh again...

I'm loving it...:)

Ah...those who read my blog may think that I'm very cheong hei wan...don't know say how many times already this particular statement: I love my life here in Kampar!!!

The Before and After Story...

Before the first Mechanics practical,I had this kind of feeling that my tutorial mates are kinda cold...not-so-friendly...yeah,something like that...
After or rather,during the practical session,we kinda joked around with each other,laughed,chatted...so nice and happy communicating and getting to know each other.That's where I started to realise that this bunch of people are actually...Okay.Nice.Friendly.Hmm.

Although I'm starting to get closer to them,meaning to say that I do talk to them,laugh over stupid jokes and stuff like that,but I still can't get used to hanging around with them.It's like I'm always walking alone,eating alone,working alone (except practicals of course)...The Lone Ranger...Well,partly because most of them live in the Westlake area,I'm the opposite wan...I'm currently living at the Eastlake area...haha...I usually don't and can't attend any events such as BBQ held there.I'm missing my opportunity mixing and getting to know them better...Sigh.Anyways,I'm already used to it cos' I've been like that for quite some time...

Finally! Usually I don't have the chance to publish this PARTICULAR post...I've kept this post for a very long time!Haiz,hopefully,my house will have Internet connection soon.I'm dying to blog more about my life here...

Will return to the blogging world soon.

Dakara...Sayonara! : )

Leading a Utarian life in Kampar...

Well,well...

It seems to be like one month since I've last posted anything here! I was hoping to get internet access and continue facebooking,mailing,anything to do with online-ing, like nobody's business! Unfortunately...the place where I'm currently staying right now has NO internet access = NO FB = NO MSN = NO GOOGLE = ONLINE ACTIVITY DEAD. "ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", Jonie yells aloud in her brain,mind and heart.

So,the only place I can gain access to the net is at the campus library or the com labs.However,that doesn't mean I would be able to go online frequently as there are specific times which allow we students to do so,especially the com labs.The library,uh...it's mostly fully-booked so...jangan haraplah...There's one time where I was so happy that not much people were using the com in the library but...rupa rupanya,the line sucks at that time.Great.

Haiz...right now,I'm getting used to using the coms in the com labs so...dear friends,I'm basically coming back to online-ing life.Hehe...yay...lol...: )

Life in Kampar is pretty simple and peaceful,which is basically the kind of life I would love to have.Mode of transport to places is mostly my dear old-grandma-type of bicycle (here you go,someone will be calling "AH Mah!" again...sigh...).One word to describe my life here: nice. : ) : )

Okay,I shall stop here and continue some other time,if not I shall continue telling you endless stories of my life in Kampar which may be boring so.......adieu people...

: )