I wonder...

I wonder how my life is going to be when I am in Kampar.

Living in Kampar means I'll be separated from my family and friends in Penang and start a new chapter in a foreign place independently.No more readily available food from my parents.No more funny jokes and words to LOL about together with my siblings.No more family discussions about random topics.I would be all alone...soon.

Communicating with my family would never be the same again.I would not be able to talk freely as how I used to do anymore.Talking through the phone is weird to me...as though it's a stranger speaking at the end of the phone line.That's why I prefer sms-ing...Just type out whatever that is in your mind without being afraid of how others react to your words (cos you can't see their faces and reactions).

Hmm...I'm not even there yet but I've already given so much thoughts about it...what lar you,Jonie.

Sheesh.