Old habits and addictions are forever ongoing, unless I have come to a super strong decision to cease those from continuing and move forward with newfound will of getting important and necessary things done. And I know that I possess little willpower in putting tasks of less importance aside; the more I think of leaving them alone for good, the more my desire to do them grows. I end up abandoning the more important work instead.
Yes, I hereby admit that I'm terrible. Indisciplined. Irrational. Any bad adjective you can think of to describe me. GAH~
I remember telling myself during my second semester break that I would study hard enough to score in my final exam papers in my this third semester studying in UTAR. Sigh, it seemed I do not make any effort at all to do so. I can somehow predict my grades are going to drop drastically this semester, no doubt. I am such a failure bleh~
So here you go; a new year has arrived, a new semester has started but what about new resolution of mine? No, there is never one and there won't be one either. Even if I do have one, it won't survive for even a day before the resolution is crushed under the weight of old habits and die-hard addictions.
*solemn face* Rest in peace, dear new resolution. *beaming face* Welcome, old habits and die-hard addictions!
2 comments:
You are not a failure! Never call yourself that! Ever, ever, ever! Besides, I'm like you! :P Procrastinating all the way; misplaced priorities etc. We're not failures! :P
Lol, Pchern! Hmm...alright, I am not a failure. I just feel like one.
*imitates Pchern* We're not failures! :P
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